I LOVE YOU

YOUR LIE IN APRIL

(Shigawatsu wa Kimi no Uso)

Cast: Kousei ArimaKaori MiyazanoRyota WatariSuwabe Tsubaki

Major Spoiler: A VERY SAD ENDING FOR ME. IT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER STORY. Such a beautiful masterpiece!

"by exchanging notes, you get to know one another, to understand one another. as if your souls were connected and your hearts were overlapping. it’s a conversation through instruments. A miracle that creates harmony.in that moment, music transcends words."

Okay, first of all, I loved music, music is my buddy in times of being lonely. And Shigatsu Wa Kimi no Uso taught me that Music is freedom. That Music transcends words. That Music can moved someones heart.

Tbh, I cried many times, teary-eyed sometimes because you can feel their emotions, you can feel their struggles and you can feel their pains. Unbearable pain in the chest. Your heart broke into a million pieces.

Kousei Arima is a pro pianist since he was a kid and he's genius. His mother was his teacher. They practiced most of the time that he can't played outside with friends. But little did we know that his mother pushed him so hard, that he get even bruises and such. She's heartless in her own son but she all wanted to find Arima a happiness when she'll gone. A happiness that he will find in playing piano. 

Kousei Arima didn't know that his existence is the inspiration of a lot musicians like Aiza Takeshi and Emi Isagawa

"I wish you would die." that was the last thing he even said to his mother before she died.

He lose his hearing. He can't hear his own notes. He feels like his in a deep dark ocean that no one can save him, see him and hear him. He suffered too much trauma after his mother died. He can't forget. He can't move forward in his life. 

He has friends, Watari and Tsubaki his childhood friends I mean. Tsubaki is in love with him but he didn't know it, either she didn't know. While Watari is a chick-magnet do I need to say more about Watari? Hahahaha he's handsome of course, funny and into sports.

Until this girl came into his life. It changed everything.

Kaori Miyazano is a girl who rule her own life. A violinist. She became a violinist because of Arima, she wanted to play with Arima. She has this goal to live in someone's heart. To not able to forget by someone who will heard her performance. She is the girl who lied in April. She lied about her true feelings to Arima Kousei just to get near to him. Cliche reason isn't it? But it was her move so that she will not regret it all her life

His dark world begin to colors. (I will not put more details about their story) But little did he knew that the girl who carve scenes in his life will gone. That the girl who means so much to him will completely gone forever. The girl who gave him a reason to play piano again will be soon to be memory. HE'S IN LOVE WITH KAORI BUT HE PUT HIS MIND THAT KAORI LIKES HIS BEST FRIEND BUT THAT WAS THE OPPOSITE. HE JUST KNOW THE TRUTH WHEN HE READ KAORI'S LETTER TO HIM. UNFAIR ISN'T IT? THEY DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO PERFORM TOGETHER AGAIN. THE AUTHOR IS SO HEARTLESS!

"YOU EXIST INSIDE OF ME."

"You know, I'm not always going to be around to help you." - Kaori Miyazano

This was a clue that the story is tragic and I must say they don't deserved it!

"Hold on. Don't go! Let's argue again. I'll bribe you with a canelé. I'll call you to kill time. I don't mind being Friend A. Please don't go. Please don't go. Please don't go...please don't leave me behind."  - Arima Kousei

"A SPRING WITHOUT YOU IS COMING." :(

"It's only natural for the girl you're crushing on to be in love with someone else. Since you're in love with her, she sparkles in your eyes." - Watari Ryota

The characters inspired me to learn violin and piano but damn all I can do is to dream. 

But I must say this anime is amazing even if I cried a river

First Page of 365! 

Happy New Year Everyone! Lets start our new day of a year blast. It's quite cold because its raining atm. But anyway. I will make a review for 2014. Though I'm really thankful that I've passed this year. I've survived from every difficulties and troubles.

I've graduated in my high school degree. It was awesome. An explainable feeling that finally, I've made it. I made my parents happy although I didn't graduate with honors but with certificate of satisfaction. It was a fulfilling feeling that I made myself proud.

Also, I've met new friends. Not personally but in social networking site. They're awesome. Just in one tweet and boom they've appeared nowhere and then there are friendship started. Happy Lou Go and Marian Balangitan though we have this LDR kind of friendship but still we've made it to get more closer and closer to the point that we are closed like anyone else did. I'm so happy that I met them. :)

And summer came. All I did is watch anime and read wattpad and manga.

This is were my college life started. First year college. BSED Major in Mathematics. It's not awesome its hard you know. Hahaha but kidding aside. I choose this course not because I'm good at numbers but because I love it. They say, when you love something/someone pursue it and fight for it. So, here I am taking this course at University of Cebu, Lapu-Lapu and Mandaue.

UCLM was my second choice of school. I've tried to take an entrance exam to a known school here in Cebu, CNU, Cebu Normal University were awesome people are here, they're so good in different field. And I failed to passed the exam, so I'm a bit disappointed with myself because my parents really wants me to go there and they're really expected me to passed but I let them disappoint. So, I felt sorry for myself. :(

So, now, taking it at UCLM where my sister is studying it too. It is a good school too, where I met new people that took part in my life. Precious Mhae Luzada, the first person I knew and get closed too. Angelica Balante, my ex-classmate in third year and I'm surprised that we are classmate in our college days and Roselle Penario,who has been closed to Precious. She's cool and I didnt expect that we'll get closed too. So, these three were my best buddies for five months. It is a roller coaster ride. It was quick that I didn't realize that they will leave me alone after all the things we've shared. They didn't went to school because of financial problem. Why is that? That their are people who wants to study and pursue their dreams but didn't given a chance to, but their are people who have given the chance to send to school but they just take it for granted and not seriously. But, yeah, I'm quite sad and affected because they've been their for me since the first day. Maybe, there are times that you had to stand in your own, depend on your own to survive. But, yeah, I'm so thankful that I have them. :)

And now, 2nd semester came so fast. New classmates, teacher and buddies. They're really different that I can differentiate their differences. But I have to move on and look forward. I just have to accept it and pursue my dreams.

Thank you, for the people who have been there for me, my family, friends, and best of friends. You're part of my 2014 album not because of you, I'm not here. Thank you! I'm really am thankful for the blessings and answered prayer, God. You are the best thing I have. My guardian and my love.

Happy New Year. Lets start a happy year. Good vibes overload. My wished are, happiness and love. <3 For things, books, phone, posters, money so that I can buy gifts. shoes, t-shirt and a dress. :)

DRIVER

Gabriella Saleshe R. Rivera 
Gabby Lynn R. Rivera
Andre Karl O. Rivera
Carlo David R. Rivera
Maria Chelo R. Rivera

Zulues Gene  C. Suarez
Alain Gene L. Suarez
Alexie Ann C. Suarez
Heneshe Gene C. Suarez
Thea Gene C. Suarez

Matthew Jay Alianza
Sarah Mae Fabiola


Alam ni Gabriel na hindi sila mayaman, mula pagkabata ay palagi siyang sumasama sa tatay niya upang pumasada sa malawak na karsada upang maghanap-buhay. Hindi lingid sa kanya na ang kahirapan dahil sinabi ng mga magulang niya na pagtatapusin nila sila ng pag-aaral sa abot ng kanilang makakaya. Sa edad na kinse ay, natututo siyang magmaneho ng jeep dahil narin sa kanyang hangarin na tumulong sa kanyang mga magulang. Mabuti na lang at binayayaan sila ng talino at iskolar sila sa paaralang pinapasokan nila. Pero darating ang pagsabok sa buhay nila na mawawalan ng hanap-buhay ang kanyang magulang. At nagdesisyon siyang maging personal driver sa isang mayamang pamilya. Sa edad na diseotso ay, pinagsabay niya ang pagiging driver at pagiging estudyante. Paano kung susundan parin siya ng problema at maghahatid ito ng kalungkutan para sa kanyang sarili.

Chapter One 

Nagmulat ako mula pagkabata na hindi kami mayaman, isang jeepney driver lang ang aking tatay at panlalabada lang ang tanging pinagkukunan ng hanap-buhay ng aking ina. Sa edad na syete ay suma-sama ako sa tatay kung pumasada sa lungsod ng lapu-lapu. 

Ala singko ng umaga ay maaga akong nagising upang makapagsain ng kanin gamit lang ang patay na kahoy. Umaga pa lang ay gising na kami para sa linggong ito. Ganito ang buhay namin sa barrio namin pulos kami mahihirap at umaasa lang sa pagkain sa dagat kung hindi man ay sa mga delata na nabibili lamang sa halagang kinse pesos.

"Yela." agad kong pinuntahan si Nanay sa harapan.

"Bakit nay?" 

"Umutang ka muna kay Aling delya kahit isang sardinas lang at itlog para sa agahan natin, wala na pala tayong tuyo, naubos kahapon." tumango ako at pinuntahan ang kapatid kong lalaki.

"Carlo, pakibantay muna sa sinaing ko." 

"Sige ate." agad naman itong pumunta sa likod.

Naabutan ko pa si Tatay na naghahakot ng kahoy. 

"Saan ka pupunta Ela?" tanong nito

Hi, I've created a new blog and that's all. :)