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I LOVE YOU

YOUR LIE IN APRIL

(Shigawatsu wa Kimi no Uso)

Cast: Kousei ArimaKaori MiyazanoRyota WatariSuwabe Tsubaki

Major Spoiler: A VERY SAD ENDING FOR ME. IT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER STORY. Such a beautiful masterpiece!

"by exchanging notes, you get to know one another, to understand one another. as if your souls were connected and your hearts were overlapping. it’s a conversation through instruments. A miracle that creates harmony.in that moment, music transcends words."

Okay, first of all, I loved music, music is my buddy in times of being lonely. And Shigatsu Wa Kimi no Uso taught me that Music is freedom. That Music transcends words. That Music can moved someones heart.

Tbh, I cried many times, teary-eyed sometimes because you can feel their emotions, you can feel their struggles and you can feel their pains. Unbearable pain in the chest. Your heart broke into a million pieces.

Kousei Arima is a pro pianist since he was a kid and he's genius. His mother was his teacher. They practiced most of the time that he can't played outside with friends. But little did we know that his mother pushed him so hard, that he get even bruises and such. She's heartless in her own son but she all wanted to find Arima a happiness when she'll gone. A happiness that he will find in playing piano. 

Kousei Arima didn't know that his existence is the inspiration of a lot musicians like Aiza Takeshi and Emi Isagawa

"I wish you would die." that was the last thing he even said to his mother before she died.

He lose his hearing. He can't hear his own notes. He feels like his in a deep dark ocean that no one can save him, see him and hear him. He suffered too much trauma after his mother died. He can't forget. He can't move forward in his life. 

He has friends, Watari and Tsubaki his childhood friends I mean. Tsubaki is in love with him but he didn't know it, either she didn't know. While Watari is a chick-magnet do I need to say more about Watari? Hahahaha he's handsome of course, funny and into sports.

Until this girl came into his life. It changed everything.

Kaori Miyazano is a girl who rule her own life. A violinist. She became a violinist because of Arima, she wanted to play with Arima. She has this goal to live in someone's heart. To not able to forget by someone who will heard her performance. She is the girl who lied in April. She lied about her true feelings to Arima Kousei just to get near to him. Cliche reason isn't it? But it was her move so that she will not regret it all her life

His dark world begin to colors. (I will not put more details about their story) But little did he knew that the girl who carve scenes in his life will gone. That the girl who means so much to him will completely gone forever. The girl who gave him a reason to play piano again will be soon to be memory. HE'S IN LOVE WITH KAORI BUT HE PUT HIS MIND THAT KAORI LIKES HIS BEST FRIEND BUT THAT WAS THE OPPOSITE. HE JUST KNOW THE TRUTH WHEN HE READ KAORI'S LETTER TO HIM. UNFAIR ISN'T IT? THEY DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE TO PERFORM TOGETHER AGAIN. THE AUTHOR IS SO HEARTLESS!

"YOU EXIST INSIDE OF ME."

"You know, I'm not always going to be around to help you." - Kaori Miyazano

This was a clue that the story is tragic and I must say they don't deserved it!

"Hold on. Don't go! Let's argue again. I'll bribe you with a canelé. I'll call you to kill time. I don't mind being Friend A. Please don't go. Please don't go. Please don't go...please don't leave me behind."  - Arima Kousei

"A SPRING WITHOUT YOU IS COMING." :(

"It's only natural for the girl you're crushing on to be in love with someone else. Since you're in love with her, she sparkles in your eyes." - Watari Ryota

The characters inspired me to learn violin and piano but damn all I can do is to dream. 

But I must say this anime is amazing even if I cried a river